I weep in response to what he stood for
He was a symbol of the innocence of my childhood and the discoveries of my adulthood.
I don't weep because he has used me, has betrayed me, and has moved on to another
I weep because today I feel that I am not yet ready to move forward to being an adult.
Being an adult would mean losing the ability to just not care anymore
I don't weep because I am not happy with my current life
I weep because I am filled with joy and hope again that sparks me to press forward.
Something I had lost when I was with him that I have now regained.
I don't weep at the idea that he is irreplaceable
I weep because I know that nothing is the same and that life is ever-changing
I lived a life of stability filled with madness, now I welcome the change my new lover brings to my life.
I don't weep because I am afraid of being alone
I weep because I am finally no longer afraid of being alone
I have now found my true love and a partner for life who is everything that I could ever want
I no longer weep because I am truly blessed.







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Pour your spirit and heart
Into daily technical training
To approach the many through a single principle
This is "The Way of the Fighting Man" - Ueshiba Morihei
You can find my illustration here:
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I hope eventually this will become the cover of a book or be used in a magazine... But in the meantime, it will be a nice addition to my online portfolio.
Thanks so much for sharing your beautiful pose with the world.
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Duncan
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Freelance book cover artist for HarperCollins, PS Publishing, Pocket Books, Asimov's Science Fiction, etc. See my book cover artwork: DuncanLong.com.
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I put the laughter in manslaughter. Avatar by ~Anti-Dark-Heart
MY NEW "SERIOUS" ACCOUNT: ~The-Fallen-Martyr Husband: ~twistedjoker13
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"Be kind, for all that you meet face a mighty battle."
~Philo of Alexandria
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Sincerely
Robert Buono
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